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i'm sorry for all the quiet! see, i go through periods of quietness and loudness. sometimes i want to be nothing. i'm a child and all the attention is overwhelming to me. instead of breathing i just close my eyes and pretend it doesn't exist. but it doesn't go away and i feel guilty, like a lover that keeps coming back to me after i ignore him and treat him like he isn't real, and i know i don't deserve it.
but i don't want to be a hermit right now.
i have a lot of new work. not as much as much as i'd like. but a lot you're yet to see. most of it is for magazine editorial, so i'm not allowed to show. which is horrible (until it comes out). but i have to pay rent.
i won soya. it was crazy. i was sitting there at the awards night, so many important people sitting all around me, she began to open the envelope and i was saying under my breath 'not nirrimi, not nirrimi, it can't be me'. i was trying not to get my hopes up but my heart was beating a million miles a second. then it was me and i can't really remember much. i was in shock.
i spent the prize money on a new camera and a macbook, it's going to change my work for the better. and next year i am going to new york and hopefully russia. i want to shoot a film there. oh yeah, i'm getting into film. did i tell you?
i started a blog last night, a blog i am really going to start using. it hasn't any entries yet but my first entry will be new work. please follow and bookmark. i promise to fill it up with inspiration for you!
www.weliveyoung.blogspot.com
i hope you're all well, don't hate me too much
love, n
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if you come to Moscow - i could show you the prettiest spots and a street where you can hear someone playing a violin 27/7 ))
heh, i´m just glad m reads Nabokov and you want to make a movie about R )
I adore your work, really. You are a fantastic girl and a great future is ahead of you. We will never hate you, we understand that you are very busy.
There is a little chance that I will have my internship for school in Perth. I hope that maybe I have the chance to see you, that will be an honour!
With love,
Minke
I wish you the best in such a productive life.
Best wishes!
and if you do go to new york, you should tell me!
we should collab as photographers
haha im quite sad i missed u when i was at perth and melbourne, you never did reply :/ ah well.. do come to singapore i would probably stop breathing if i see u in person :0
haha though i carn say ive been with you as long as some have said (i see you have an old account! haha) but been here pretty long to see you shoot from a normal girl into a successful photographer. i carn believe you'r signed into a company and you know. all that!
would really really REALLY be honoured if i could meet you one day
miss your old photos and elise! hope to see so much more from you too!
and gosh its abt time you found a blog to REALLY update! haha i've been checking the dead blog up for too long o.O
i'm gonna go check out your film
In short, what people have been saying for a long time is very, very true. You are talented and will go so far! Thank you for making such incredible art for us to enjoy.
~melodi